27 6 / 2014
i didn’t realize i was in love with you until it was over,
how else could my heart break?"
26 6 / 2014
i can’t keep asking you to fix my broken heart,
i can’t keep asking you to undo what you’ve already done."
26 6 / 2014
i always wondered why you couldn’t fix my broken heart,
but then i realized that you can’t ask someone who broke something to put it back together again.
because you never really knew how it worked,how i worked,
22 6 / 2014
when i watched you walk away that night,
i saw the muscles of your back relax,
as if you’d finally gotten rid of the itch you couldn’t scratch,
as if you had finally dropped the world from your aching shoulders.
but i felt myself crumble completely.
i’d fallen apart,
and you had finally put yourself back together."
15 6 / 2014
"HEY FOLLOWERS IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME you’ll send me things you like and things you do and funny stories and quotes and things to inspire my writing. bc it’s all about you guys, really."
25 5 / 2014
tell me what I’m supposed to want,because I feel like I need you."
24 5 / 2014
"my mom told me that home is where the heart is. but I don’t feel like I’m home, so where is my heart?"
25 4 / 2014
my thoughts revolve around you
it’s only natural that my dreams do too"
21 4 / 2014
no you aren’t pretty.
your eyes aren’t quite as blue as crystals like the special contacts you saved up for,
and your hair doesn’t exactly look like the lemons you squeeze into your roots,
no, you aren’t pretty,
but sometimes when you laugh your head tilts back and your hair cascades in roaring waves,
sometimes when you cry you eyes begin to shine out like beacons of light on a stormy night.
no you aren’t pretty, but I can’t stand to watch you try and fix yourself,
because you’re gorgeous, I swear."
18 3 / 2014
my heart is,
no, fuck that, it’s literally shattered, and you’re not here.
you’re not here to pick up the pieces and I never learned how to do it myself without getting cut.
"How do people do this" I ask.
but you’re not there to answer, and I have to remind myself-
and remember, you’re the one who broke me,
you finally broke me."